Made it through day 1. Journaling more than anything.
Had ups and downs. Was down most morning, then took W to airport. Couple hours later all the nervousness and some anxiety returned. Good friends helped out on the alt.
My the evening, I stopped focusing on the negative and focused on positive signs. That really helped the PMA.
W and I exchanged multiple texts, a short phone call with the kids...and then an hour of one-on-one of talking with video via chat. That is important to me...reading body language...and nothing negative there. A few ILYs sprinkled in didn't hurt either.


M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11