I need to do those things too one less. I am still way to focused on him and wondering what he is doing. It is just so lonely. I have decided, that this has shown me that I need more friends in my life. I have always been ok with a couple of close friends b/c I preferred to be with my husband the most. But now I want more so that when on friend is busy I have lots of others to tap into. That would be one way for me to GAL I guess.
