Tonight was alright. I usually speak to W for a few moments after S4 talks to her on the phone. We chatted as usual about our days, and I mentioned that I really enjoyed playing with S4 today and was happy that I forfeited my golf tournament today to do so. She then said, "Yeah, when you told me yesterday that you might play in that tournament I though it was kind of crappy since you hadn't seen S4 for a few days."
My response was, "Yeah, that's not the person that I want to be. I might have gone ahead and gone before, but that's not the person I want to be anymore. I want to take advantage of any time I can spend with my family."
Trying to shine...
I then asked her to go to dinner with me tomorrow night to talk about things and my recent stuff going on. We haven't really talked since I got out of the hospital. She said why don't we just talk about it on the phone, and I said that I didn't want to. I would much rather talk in person.
She said, "I don't know. The last few times we got together it wasn't good and we argued and I don't want that again."
I said, "I have nothing to argue with you about anymore. I would appreciate if we could have dinner and talk."
She accepted, so we'll see.
----"Et tu, Brute?"---- me:28 W:24 S4 T:6 M:4 EA Exposed: 5/21/10 Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day) NC w/ OM: 7/10/10 W moved out 8/21/10 http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch