XH is marrying OW after only 5 months of D!!

[lea74]

Hey Gypsy, thanks for the message. I needed it!! It has been a bit of a down day. Not sure why, maybe as yesterday was 6 months since D day. Feeling a bit sorry for myself as I am home alone and XH and OW are enjoying a lovely weekend in Venice - of all places.

I am trying really hard to emotionally withdraw from him but after 21 years it is hard. Not sure why, but he said in an email the other that I dont care about him - well Duh!! Why does he care anyway. The best option for me is not to communicate with him - there really is no need. This is hard, but I know it what I have to do to move on and essentially it will help my kids as well.

I am a fix-it so try to make everyone ok - and end up not making anyone happy - especially myself.

AS for OW - I am not there yet. I can accept her R with XH but when it comes to my kids I am like a mother lion and just see red!! I guess what really gets to me is that she is spending time with my kids that is mine - I didnt have kids to only see them every other weekend. Based on the interations we have had I dont believe that her intentions are good and really dont trust her. Im going with my gut on this one.

Thanks for your kind words - I needed to hear it. Man I wish this roller coaster would stop!!