Piano- I understand how you feel about your daughter. I am not in a completely similar situation, but I have just started no contact. He did not contact me yesterday to make plans for when he would see his son today. So i finally contacted him first. And then i felt bad that i did that. Also, it is going to be so hard for me when he is with my son not to have contact. I want to know what is going on. I want to know the moments in my son's life that i am missing out on.