H in crisis and self medicating with OW

[nicole8]

Journaling: my h just five days ago filed a motion with the court asking the judge to move our trial date out in hopes of reconciling... Three days ago he didnt come home and is at his moms again (talking with ow again I assume). Today our house showed. He knew yesterday. If I was him and I wanted a divorce so bad I might actually come to the house and maybe fix and clean up some. That's just what a motivated person should do in my opinion.

Last time he left for two months. For a good part of that time he was a tyrant. Complaining about me avoiding and not signing papers. Complaining I wasn't here at the house when he came by. Complaining he has no money. Complaining he is a loser. Complaining he thinks it's Weird I haven't told my parents. Complaining that we need to transfer titles for vehicles. Complaining he doesnt know how much money we have. Complaining that I need to face the fact that the d is Going to happen. Complaining, complaining, on and on. This time.... Nothing. Weird. Never will understand it. Just had to say it though. I'm darn confused.