Haven't Yet Found My Way

[courageous wife]

Trying to just go day by day but I'm a control freak. I hate not knowing what is going to happen next, that's why I read the end of the book first then go back to the beginning and read it straight through. And not knowing what is going to happen with H is killing me.

I get this but...skipping ahead to the end means we miss some important stuff in the book! Same with our lives! Have you ever seen the movie "Click" with Adam Sandler? I know! I am the same way! If we were certain that our H's would come home eventually...we'd be fine, right?

And...

I still have that strong feeling of confidence he will return.[quote]

This is ok! It is ok to believe and have faith! What kind of person do you want your H to return home to Mytik?

[quote] But I'm afraid that if I'm still feeling ok when I go for the appointment Wednesday they'll tell me I don't need them, to go home and get over it.

Be honest "Feeling" ok is not the same as "being" ok.....

Be real! They are professionals! Try and have a good rest of the weekend!