AAUUUGHHH! This no contact is so hard!! I want to call him so badly right now. I am not even doing no contact as a db technique. I am doing it for survival. I am sure that this is over, he is not coming back, and i have to be able to move on and not act "pathetically" as he has said. Why is this so hard for me- he has treated me like crap, i did what i could to try to save the marriage and he does not want to save it. i have no choice but to not contact him. why isn't it hard on him? he's the one who walked out without trying, he was treated well and is walking away from someone who listened and supported him. he is the one who should be having trouble with no contact. it is crazy that it is vice versa. i guess it just really shows that he is done, and ready to start a new life with ow.
