Praying and Living

[irishblessings]

Holly -

Thanks for your post. I really needed it! I'm at home - alone - glass of wine - watching It's Complicated - and crying. Pretty pathetic!

I'm doing good through the week and typically Friday nights - but if I don't plan something for Saturday night then it gets tough. Thing is I don't want to have to have things planned - I need to rest. I'm typically exhausted by the end of the week.

Bottom line - I miss H. I miss touching his face and being in his arms. I miss his "old voice" - kind, deep, warm. His voice is completely different now.

But through it all - I am still ok!

Thanks for letting me vent - I appreciate your sharing where you are - it truly helps!

IB