LL,
I have been hurt so much already and will continue to be as long as Iam in a R with my H.

He does not meet my needs and distances from me even after we ML.

I need to get to a place of detachment is what I meant to say I suppose.

You have reached peace,and I am very happy for you.
I'm not sure I can get there, but I want to very badly.

I just want to stop hurting.
I'm about at the end of my rope with this R. and it pains me very much to say that.

I don't want to break up my family. Rachael

Rachael