Lost, I can't seemed to get it together myself. I have been separated for almost five months. My W has a boyfriend and told me ILYBINILWY. She now does not call or text. People on here are wonderful and very supportive. I stay in my little room and have nothing to do. My family is not around, I have spent the last 25 years with my W's family and this Holiday season I will be alone. I will see my girls sometime on Xmas day. This will be the first time in 19 years that I was not there when they woke up. Do you think that my W cares, I don't think so, as they say she is in a fog and only thinks about how she feels with OM. She even let him into the house that I pay for. I am hanging in there and so should you. I am trying to come up with some things to do by myself. Its hard but I am seeing a C as well and I feel good after we talk. I am also on AD and they have helped me in my sich. SO please hang in there and we can talked to each other on a regular basis. Also heed some of the advice on hear, its great. My prayers are with you.
