In DEEP Stage 3, and I've never felt so bad. Well, maybe once...in High School when I broke up with my first boyfriend -- the worst summer of my life.

I wrote to OM and told him it was over. Have not heard a wor and it is killing me. His silence is deafening....

There's no way anything can start up again after this. The loneliness of not getting that text "Good Morning Love" is unbearable. Crying, so empty.

It's a day when the house is empty... So empty. I don't care about anything right now.