I am doing better than I thought I would be. He has texted me twice and i kept my responses to two words. i have not texted him at all. i found out more information about the affair on Wednesday, and that has made it a lot easier to do the no contact thing, at least for now. I realize that I have not known who this person was for the last year or my life. And the way he is right now, it would not be healthy to be with him. The moments i get really sad are when i think about my son. That's when it hurts the most.
