Ok -- thanks for replying -- I appreciate it. I remember from the last time how this message board made me feel better. Just hearing from other people going through more or less the same thing helps. I know I have to change. I know I need to focus on getting my life on track and I know that this will help me and my kids, even if it doesn't fix my marriage. I know all these things, I guess I just needed someone else to tell me. So here goes, day one of fixing me. This is so much harded than it actually sounds!!


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