Thanks GW. Why doesn't it FEEL like I am doing great? I still haven't been able to concentrate on my work. The projects and deadlines coming up continue to pile. Daily I feel like going back to my L and asking him to just get this done with so I at least know one way or the other how this will all turn out. I know I need patience. I know I need to have faith that what is supposed to happen will... One foot in front of the other.

Envy? I will try to see where you are coming from... That is a tough pill to swallow!

I think I need to go back and read my post on being kinder to myself smile Glad I documented it!

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."