I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned ..

[PEI]

Stop it! Fu*k your not getting some sweet..."I will be okay" post from me.

Surprise ... surprise ....

So many damaged marriages and broken hearts.

Yeah I see this too...know what else I see?

People who are working hard to move thru this process. People who are facing fears and killing demons.

I get it. Jeepers ... do I ever get it! I'm the first to say I am a better person for the experience ... but c'mon ... can't tell me you've never thought ENOUGH!

I had nothing to offer today.

Ya don't always have to give...it's okay to receive too.

Thanks for the reminder E.

I'm wondering where the $ to pay for Christmas is gonna come from

I'm not gonna give you the old..."they will understand" - nope. What I will say is....YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO TO GET SOME EXTRA MONEY - DO IT and stop f*cking around!

You are absolutely, 100% right ... I'm making calls and setting appointments this weekend. I am actually setting a goal right now of booking 4 appts. There.

ENOUGH for so many of the posters on this forum .... so many that are doing the work and living their lives and still have such craziness coming at them.

Would any of us have done the work had it not been for the bomb? AND here is the real kicker...how many of us, f*ck that would I - continue to do the work had I still not had to deal with the craziness? Hmmmmmm I guess a question we all need to ask ourselves. Vent away girl - I feel ya and hear ya - just remember what brought us to that place to look inside. For me, it will never be enough!

Agreed. I would not have done the work, would not be doing the work if it weren't for the bomb and ensuing craziness. And honestly, my sitch is pretty tame compared to some - I get it - I just really feel for some on the boards ... some who seem to have more than their fair share of crazy.

i'm all over the fukcing map. But it's my map.

Yep....like your driving to Cycle city over in the state of MLC land. So where the next stop on YOUR map?

How about....

Stopping at....

"Pick my as* up and keep moving" - USA!

Geez ... that would mean crossing the international border AGAIN this year! And last time I lost a bottle of rum
... oh well ... not like I don't like to travel!!!


Thanks E. I needed that. Again.
Ya could have warned me ...
Peace
PEI