update:

talked to l last week. have to sue h to get back clothing, insurance & support. want to tell l to pull my contesting & just get this done.

been dark for 4 months. want to be free of all of this. h is damaged & have no hope that it will change. wtf am i struggling to keep this m for???

M & H: 40
M: 5.5 T: 7.5
OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09
Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10

still m'd, unsure how to procede

Soapie:
1: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized1
2: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized2
3: http://tiny.com/vulcanized3