I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned ..

[ericmsant2]

Hey T

Stop it! Fu*k your not getting some sweet..."I will be okay" post from me.

My post is this...

Get the f*ck off of the pity party express, pick your as* up and keep moving!

So many damaged marriages and broken hearts.

Yeah I see this too...know what else I see?

People who are working hard to move thru this process. People who are facing fears and killing demons.

I had nothing to offer today.

Ya don't always have to give...it's okay to receive too.

I'm wondering where the $ to pay for Christmas is gonna come from

I'm not gonna give you the old..."they will understand" - nope. What I will say is....YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO TO GET SOME EXTRA MONEY - DO IT and stop f*cking around!

ENOUGH for so many of the posters on this forum .... so many that are doing the work and living their lives and still have such craziness coming at them.

Would any of us have done the work had it not been for the bomb? AND here is the real kicker...how many of us, f*ck that would I - continue to do the work had I still not had to deal with the craziness? Hmmmmmm I guess a question we all need to ask ourselves. Vent away girl - I feel ya and hear ya - just remember what brought us to that place to look inside. For me, it will never be enough!

ENOUGH for the children caught up in all these messes.

This one I'll agree with. Out kids...our babies...will they suffer? Yep - in some way shape or form they will. DO we have to help pick up the pieces for them? Yep. Do some of our spouse get a free ride? yep. Guess what? How will the kids views this when they are 35 or 40 and going thru the same thing. Will they go to our MLC spouse OR will they come to us? I think I know the answer. We are investing in the future T.

i'm all over the fukcing map. But it's my map.

Yep....like your driving to Cycle city over in the state of MLC land. So where the next stop on YOUR map?

How about....

Stopping at....

"Pick my as* up and keep moving" - USA!

Eric