I am very proud of you! You have taken that little but monumental first step. Don't worry about feeling that you "don't have the ability to be all pulled together". Take it one step at a time. We all have to keep striving upwards. We are all works in progress and therefore may never be exactly "where" we think want to be. Don't be too hard on yourself. Do your best each day and know that you will improve. A lot of us are rooting for you.
