I am still just feeling a bit off. Still sorting through everything. There were a lot of positives too, but I just don't want to think about it all that much. I feel like I am hibernating or something.
I do hope H drags his feet, but I'm not going to count on it. I spent some time talking to some lawyers. It is hard because there is no money for one, but I won't do this without legal help. I plan to have a lawyer ready for if he does file, but not going to tell him or do anything myself.
I had the hardest time with my D last night though. This was the first time H has asked me to come over when he had D & participate in any way. He has also been short on telling me about her time there. I knew she was safe, so I tried not to worry. Knowing how much she cries for me breaks my heart though.
On the upside, I have som GAL & 180's I am actually excited about. I'll post on that after D goes to sleep.
I'll post on that after D goes to sleep.
