No longer holding on to what I know is gone.

[NNP1965]

well let's see... I'm sad and scared and unsure and I wish things could be different, but they're not.

I accept the fact that I am not in control and never have been. Only the good Lord knows what he has in store for me and I can finally say with some excitement (? maybe not the right word) that I am ready to see what is next.

Our house goes on the market Saturday morning. I have no idea where the boys and I will live once it sells. But I trust that the right place will be available when needed.