Oh and to top off not feeling in control...

I turned the corner and almost ran smack-dab into suspected OW. I forced a smile and she said 'excuse me' and trailed off when she realized it was me. Much different interaction that she and I used to have. We used to be quite friendly with each other.

Then... one of H's technicians comes and asks where he is... I thought FOR SURE she knew. I played it off best I could and told her he doesn't tell me anything these days and switched the subject. She works day in and day out with the two of them, ugh!

I guess I should look at this as having control however. I could open my mouth at any time and expose them if I wanted to. Unfortunately, I can't do it without making myself look bad... besides, I don't even know if they are for sure together or she was just a play thing. Maybe there is another...


(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."