Haven't Yet Found My Way

[Mystik]

I am not planning on telling H anything if at all possible. But if they do end up admitting me for any reason then he may have to be told. My sister said the same thing, if they don't call me back today call them again tomorrow. I'll have to explain it as doctor appointments to DS in case he mentions it to H. Not sure how much of his life with me he shares with H.

Just got home from picking up DS. Cried on the way home, but not the all out sobbing like on Sunday. H was asking me about how big DS was when he was born and how if he had gone full term he would have been three pounds heavier. DS was born about three weeks early. Then he left with OW. That is what did me in.