Today I woke up a little mad. This is new for me, I go directly to sad, I've always been this way. I always focus on what I could have done better in all aspects of my life.
Today I woke up and thought "if you don't love me, too bad." No one in my life has ever lied to me like my husband has or violated my trust. Why have I been putting up with this from the man who married me.
This may be just a phase, but it feels okay right now.
