Thank you. On the way to our 'talk' I thought a lot about what you said about some things will be better without him. I made a little list in my head. It helped me calm down a lot.

I am still not ready to post what happened last night, just cause I am still sorting it out. I am going in to work late and trying to just be kind to myself this morning. Think I will post a new thread when I have collected my thoughts.

For now, I promise not to call or text my H. Don't really want to anyway.