Quote: Then I look at my little girl's upturned nose and her big, trusting eyes when she looks at her Daddy (the guy who left her alone, the one who was not there when she was sick, the man who let her establish a friendship with OW and her family to totally cut off the connection when she let innocently escape that 'Dad is a baby because he sleeps with Mommy', the man for whom she cried herself to sleep many nights...) and I cannot do that to her. If it is only for her happiness, I owe her a try. A good honest try.
sorry, i really don't fight fair, never have.
have you seriously given it a good honest try? just asking, cause if you feel like you have, and you are ready to take that enormouse step, then we can do nothing but support you in your decision.