I am sorry, guys, I think this is over... I cannot live like this any more...

I just picked up the mail and there was a letter saying that H had changed the address in his IRAs to the office. I called him to confirm and he gave me some lame explanation about having done it because the office pays for it... He also put off the CPA once more...

It is the straw that breaks the camel's back. I guess I have realized he really has no intention of letting me into his life and he does not want to tell me, so he procrastinates... I just cannot go on with this any more... I am repeating myself, I know...

I have tried very hard, I have done my best but I cannot force him to do what he does not want to do. He said we'd talk tonight... I do not think there is anything left to talk about... I do not even know how am I going to go through the work day... I get all red and puffy when I cry... and I am crying in silence...

I've asked and he cannot or will not do it. What else is there?

"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little" Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"