Piano- Thank you for your words of encouragement. I hope that nc will get easier with time. The hardest things though has been watching him walk away like our 10 years together mean nothing to him. He showed no sadness last night when we said goodbye. The only "comforting" words I got was that he knew "this was harder on him than it was on me". I wanted to hit him when he said that. Today he took everything of his that he could. Obviously wasn't hard at all for him to clear everything out.
You're right I have been way to nice to him in this all. He walks around the house in victim mode all of the time. Sometimes I forget that he was the one who had the affair. I have just wanted to save this thing so badly, and I hoped being nice, and forgiving, and trying to change would help.
