I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

I posted about a couple things going on at D8's school that STBXW didn't notify me about and it kind of evolved into a much larger discussion.

It starts on page 20.

I could get another one going. For a long time I've wondered what I'll do on the day the D is final. I've settled on -- at least for now -- on actually going to court to see the gavel come down on 14 years then going to church for the day to write an insanely long letter to STBXW, pour out everything, then lock the letter up in the safety deposit box with the wedding rings.

My mind is wandering a lot lately. I think it's because I've been insanely busy with work and the move the last two weeks and now -- I'm not. I can settle back in.

I also realize I used the word insane twice in the past two paragraphs -- Freudian slip?