I emailed her earlier this afternoon.

I said "I need to come home tonight fo a change of clothes. I don't want any more spew and disagreements. I have decided to leave. I will do that because that's what you want. It is painful for me to see you unhappy. It is more painful to see myself as a cause of your misery than it is for me to lose my family. I will leave so our "kids" can stay happy in the house they grew up in. I will leave because that is what a man with strong morals inegrity and honor would do. I wish you well."

It's done. Sigh...

Killing some time before heading home. Need to appear strong as I know it will bring me to tears to see her. Not because self pity but because empathy for her.

I DO want her to be happy. frown


Enjoy the Silence