You are so brave. It sounds too me like you handled everything wonderfully. I'm a little anxious for you even if you aren't, lol. But I really believe we need to detach like this and be responsible for our own happiness. You sound so great I hope things work out like you want, I do. I'm thinking the S may not happen, but if it does, just think about what would b right for you in those circumstances, you know? What sort of risk would you be willing to take for *you*? Nice that H was so reassuring about it in the way he was.
