OM wrote to me " you're beautiful, smart, sexy, funny, caring, and unselfish." Wow, that was one screenshot that was hard to delete.
He even told me what a great Mom I am, when I'd agonize over parenting decisions.
All the things I'd love to hear from H.
Absolutely ego food (for which I'm starving).
Sigh... The age difference was NOT part of my fantasy! At first, that was a huge deal breaker for me. Maybe 5 or 6 years younger... But 20??? No way. However, it's actually become refreshing because he's much more open and accepting than men our age.
Sadly, I think he is really looking for someone, and told me that's what he wants. He was even jealous of me playing chess with other people. He has always been really respectful of me... So, I do feel guilty. I feel him pulling back though, and that's good.
