Ok, sorry, didn't update. Vacation to Miami was fun, we did a lot...of sight see and relative visiting.
Had a couple of good sex sessions, but she was really more of my playdoll....meaning she was not doing anything more than what a blow-up doll would do when I am doing everything.
She did bring the book with her, I saw it in her luggage when we were unpacking, after returning home! But didn't see it the whole trip and we didn't have time to read.
So we are now at the year end. 12 months of me being a bum, in my own eyes. She has not say a word of it or even noticed.
Last night she asked if we could become foster parents, becuase we have such a great marriage and family. We could share the love with kids that need it.
I said that I was not crazy about the idea, because I don't feel the same way. Told her to investigate it, and we'd discuss further my feelings tonight.
I plan to tell her, no, because I'm not in a great marriage. and why I feel this way.
