Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

In regards to date night...
After last night, I decided we both needed some space and found a nice way of achieving that. While I was out she texted me how about we take the kids to this restauarant we all want to try. I replied "sure." To which she said that she was trying to recover from earlier and not be such a butt about things. So that is her solution...family time. In my mind, that is because that is safe. I might be wrong, but that's what I think.

So not really going to be a date night.

Now things could get intersting later. In my prep for date night and thinking this one could be important, I even had already ordered flowers to be delivered to the house. 180 for me. I probably haven't ordered flowers unless in conjunction with a birthday/anniversary in like 15 years...
Not my intent, but there could be some serious guilt that comes about when we get home and she sees them and I put a loving note with them. TBH, at this point I wish I hadn't done that, but it was already ordered and paid for...