Thank you Eric. I know you are right. I have to think what I want. problem is I know what I want...I know what I'd want in my next relationship, whether its with H or someone new. But I really still love H, and want to try with him. But I'm getting impatient
I set boundries with him, I said i wasnt blissfully happy either, and that I don't want to be unhappy like that again. But I still felt a connection to him, and wanted to know if he felt the same.
So here i am waiting for a little while longer.
But, I have this horrible gut feeling he's still 'testing out' other relationships. And that makes me feel like a fool. And thats one thing I will not tolerate. I have made that very clear.
From his statement 'i feel like dating others and starting again with you is one and the same thing as we are still trying to figure out who we are now' - means to me he maybe thinks it ok to do that even while starting a new with me.
There are still lots of red flags with the sexy young blonde blue eyed tattooed secretary.
Just last weekend they spent two nights together camping. He said he invited the whole office, but no one else turned up. Do i look like an idiot here?
He swears there is nothing between them, and I have never caught this man in a lie in 12 years...
