My favorite Warrior. Verse 13 on Love. You hear it all the time and I have learned more of what the words mean to me through my life at different times.
Your post reminded me of a metaphor I heard in a movie (Godfather 3 actually)
It was said by the cardinal, a true priest, I paraphrase:
"Men are like a stone lying in a river bed, and the water is Christ. They are surrounded by Him yet HE doesn't penetrate the stone" He cracks a stone against the fountain. "See how dry is the inside?"
Your W sitting next to you in Bible study is like that. Until something cracks the stone she will not hear it.
Take care of you and your boys. Give the rest to Him.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am