I can kind of imagine how you feel taking care of Bub all on your own while your H is with OW. It reminds me of the beginning times when I was at home, not working,and my exH would see S BUT THEN he would leave and there were a few times when I asked him to help (while he was with OW) but he refused. So that is what I mean. You are not getting anywhere near the help that Gatsby, BD or I are getting.
Your Bub sounds like a delight! Eating her toes and squealing-- just the beginning of the wonderful personality development that is around the corner. I mean if you are enjoying it all now, it gets BETTER! There is your silver lining--Bub to yourself and YOU get to call the shots right now in taking care of her.
Of course needing a break is normal and wanting some help with those parenting decisions is to be expected.
Does your H have a job yet?
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
I mean if you are enjoying it all now, it gets BETTER! There is your silver lining--Bub to yourself and YOU get to call the shots right now in taking care of her.
