last week, we were okay with one another. okay as in there was no yelling until friday. we sort of casually batted around a family activity, i did not invite he kind of assumed since d3 wants him to go it was an invite.

i posed it to him as how would you deal with this when d3 wants you to do things with us, ride in my car, etc. he said he would tell her that he doesn't love mommy so no. omg my heart just keeps breaking. so wed he had to get to work and promised, actual words out of his mouth, thursday when i am off from work we will talk more about how to deal with this situation, so guess what thursday comes, he kisses d3 bye, closes her car door and leaves, i went off. i have not spoken but a few words since.

he could give a crap. so then today he brings me lunch....on the afternoon pick up, i ask why do you bring me food, his response, well, i got it for d3, and me, i told him don't bring me anything.

anything he does in that matter or gesture leads me on, i let it, but it is so hard not to as michelle says look at small stuff. i just can not take it. oh yeah he also said, oh well i know school lunches stink and i didn't want to be such a jerk.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline