Thanks jstar, i appreciate the support. I am not going to be around when he leaves tomorrow. It would be incredibly hard to watch. B/c what is especially crazy is that we have remained on friendly terms through this all. I guess I have allowed that b/c I have kept a lot of this in instead of letting him see my pain. He has continued to hang out in the same room with me every night and have conversations with me. So it has been easy to be in denial. Tomorrow reality will set in.
