It's Over, and I want to Move On!

[LSG]

Hi guys,

Yesterday was the best day I have had since all the trouble with my STBXW happened. Namely the affair and finding out about it.

I have felt that I have been surving since that day. Yesterday, I felt I was living for the first time in a long time, and it was great. I am happier since then. I still have a lot to work on. There is a lot of self doubt, and I still have concerns that things can't be this good. Money is tough too. I still have court hearings and money problems, but I will do my best to take care of them.

I am fostering a cat for the kids, and they are very happy. I do not have to pay anything for it. We just give it our love. It is nice to take care of it when the kids are not around. I am less lonely.

My boss told me that failure is not an option, and he is a good person. I am so happy to be there. I just focus on my job duties, and I try to learn as much as possible. I ride a bike to work. It is about 10 miles round trip. I feel good when I get there.

Not much else to say. I still wonder why it had to come to this for my marriage. I guess even with all that happens that I still have some feelings for my STBXW. I wish I did not. I do find that I do not like her or want to talk to her at all.

Everyone, my thoughts are with you. I am going to try to respond to as many people here as possible this weekend if I get a chance.