"Basically she said when she reached out for me emotionally years ago I wasn't there."

You keep mentioning this but can you give a specific example? Like how did you not reach out to her emotionally? Was she going through something?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER