I'm very sad at times too, and also very happy at times. Hardest part is dealing with WH, or knowing how to, what 'tone' (or not) to take when communicating about bubs or money. I had an email from him a week ago. Thought about repsonding in a friendly but business-like manner, then I got angry, guilty, sad, compassionate, lost, all over again. I think they call that co-dependency. Toughest thing is working out how I can get back to Europe and do the things I want to do as a single mum. Not like folks have heaps of spare bedrooms over there to put me & baby up. It's crammed, as you know.
How's your H behaving lately?
Me 36; H 40 baby born in May M:13, T:15 Bomb (OW): Dec 09 began DBing: Feb WH overseas with OW old: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2027369#Post2027369
