you can do this! You are not the first one that has gone through this, but you sound stronger than most. One day at a time. For your kids, for yourself, for everything that is important in your life...get through the rest of the day with NO CONTACT. You don't owe the OM anything.
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11