The difference 3 months has made in my life

[TAMF]

Having a very peaceful day today. smile on my face for no reason what so ever. Love that feeling.

H came over to the house this morning to see the girls before they went to school. This is after he withdrew into his black hole for the last 2 days. He seemed very gloomy and sad. After I left for work, I called him to ask if he was okay. He said, not really - but I will be fine. He said that he just keeps thinking about how much he is hurting me by spending so much time with me and yet still doesn't know what to do. He is hating himself for inflicting so much pain on everyone.

Later I sent him a text (this isn't detaching I KNOW):

Hey remember how strong u said I was? i don't want u to worry about me - ok? the most important thingright now is that u work on YOU. if that means being around me helps - ok. if that means today you need space - ok. none of this is easy and sometimes it sucks, but we just work through it as best as we can.

He sent a text right back thanking me. All day he has been texting me about the girls and finances and he seems to be feeling much better. Which is good. I am not used to dealing with him and depression - being depressed for him is not natural.