What part of this remark says "I'm not moving on with my life. And allowing my W to control my future happiness"?
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Do I throw in the towel on my W and start the search for another person that has done the hard work, grown up and knows how to be a good partner in a committed loving relationship........
nope........not yet.
Here is why and this is just my reasoning.....I would rather try to put it back together with my messed up W then go out and more than likely find another person that is equally messed up and not really realize it until my life is meshed with theirs. (eeewwwwhhhh, pass the air sickness bag please).
Best of Luck!
Life is a box of chocolate, the box becomes empty. And you have to buy a fresh box.