The other nite was unplanned. I acted emotionally, and in anger. It was repulsive of me. I need a different approach. I need to attract her, like that squirrel to eat from my hand. Coach helped me with that last night. Pointed out all the mistakes I made and gave me a list of things to work on and things to watch for. I have a goal and before I say or do anything I must ask myself, "will this help or hurt the goal?" This morning was calm, W listened to me and I listened to her. Both our psyches are filled with fear and distruct of each other. That's going to end. She knows my moral dilemma. But I think threatening to kick her out will hurt the goal. I'm going to pause there and catch my breath. Slow down and DB. Thanks for all the input.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
