H came to watch S at his swim lesson, was very proud an emotional, first time hes come to a lesson - S kept asking him to, so today he made an effort. H made me feel like I wasnt even there, generally ignoring me engaging with S. I always wonder if an OW is in the pic when he does this.
Then H came by to bath S as he usually does, but still not engaging with me very much. He has also stopped asking if he can come over now, and he just arrives at usual time. Don't know if this is positive or negative. Dont know anything anymore, just getting tired of this feeling of limbo.
