I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

"As for those women saying you were too controlling to request those conditions be met....WTF?"

Newmama, both of the women who said that are going through their third divorces. After, I asked a 30-year-old at the table if she thought I was trying to be controlling. She said, "no. If she really wanted you back she'd make that effort."

The funny thing is it had been a long, long, long time since I'd thought about reconciling.

Now, I mostly think about how it could never work again. It would be so much work to make our two personalities go together and now the trust is gone. I'd always wonder if she wanted me back just because she failed on her own and if the whole process would just start again if she saw some greener grass.

Funny. A lot of people on this site intereact a lot with the Xs and I've worked very, very hard to limit contact with her -- successfully.

It's been a couple of weeks since I saw her and no emails and just one text message exchange on Friday. I have to say I'm missing the contact a little.