Is there any hope for us? 2

[soleil]

We can give you advice. The rest is up to you.

I do believe you are in a depression right now. And a depression is no joke. Very hard to get out of, SOA.

Enough with the Sorry's to us. We know already. Quit beating yourself up. You really have to change your self-talk or you're not going to make any progress.

Here's another twist:
For all the hurt and pain I caused you in our marriage, I take complete ownership and responsibility of my actions. I am working very hard every day with prayer and counseling to ensure that I am a changed person. I never want to go back, only forward. I can only hope that in time you might open your heart to new possibilities. I am deeply sorry.

Blue's post is 100% accurate.