My mother bear was up. I just realized about 1.5 exchanges into the convo that it was a cheeseless tunnel. One of those conversations you can have in your sleep it is so predictable. Anything I said would have made him angrier, and I don't need that, and Nathan doesn't need that. So, I withdrew from the conversation and walked a few steps away to talk to Sydney. (Our practices are in the Y gym, no bleachers, no room, you just stand around the edge of the court basically.)
And I don't feel great in my skin yet...but I do feel better in my skin. Because I am being proactive and not just sitting around moping that I somehow allowed myself to gain TWENTY pounds in 12 months! Instead, I took the bull by the horns and got a trainer to help me do it the right way this time.
